Recently me

Recently me

23 Oct 2011



你可以放弃, 你可以发脾气, 但是如果你不努力, 没有人可以帮你。--- 下一站 幸福 ♥

22 Oct 2011



E.M.O

Sometimes .....or perhaps many times
I wish that I can be alone....
Or maybe just away from you
This is the only way I can enjoy myself to the max ...
I need freedom and I want it desperately .
You are nobody to control me
Where should I go
what should I do
What should I see
What should I hear
What should I talk
and more and more
is up to me
these are none of your business

Although you have no intent for that mean to steal my freedom
But I felt irritated and annoying each time you said that kind of words.
My life My choice
You just play role in YOUR own life is enough.
Do you have so much free time to control mine also?
But so sorry I have no time to spend on your life..

Once hurt, it won't heal although times spent on it
Although it healed, a big ugly scar will be left forover there
And this is one of the way to remark yourself from being hurt by other people again.



21 Oct 2011

A letter for you

TO:
A : Thank you. I know you are concerning me.....
      but forgive me to tell you that I seriously don't like
      the way you express it....sorry......
B : Sorry to you too...because I have misunderstood you
     but yet you still always on my side....
     From now on, I will appreciate everything
     every moment with you
     and try my best not to misunderstand you again =S


★ A word for myself : 
Life have to go on...
Don't felt can't get over those beautiful things.
Hurt can let you become stronger and more mature.
Don't feel sad towards challenges
Must show a happiest smile to accept it ! 
hwaiting ♥







为什么暗恋那么美好?因为暗恋从来不会失恋,不会有不美好。
因为看你一笑我就高兴好半天,你跟我说一句话,我就记得好多年 ♥

Realise

Some people do not act like what that actually wish to
Because they have trained to be a good pretender.
BUT why not you just be yourself ??
wasn't that easier for you to live on
It is tired to love the things actually you dislike
and act like happy when actually your heart was not that mean

I can understand that sometimes lies is needed.
But please don't show me your unhappy face everytime
I DO NOT LIKE TO SEE THAT..
and please! control the way you see people
don't think that I didn't saw it
I'M NOT A STUPID

Now, I accepted that there do have some people like you
so I am not gonna let you ruin my happy feel !

✿ I am happy✿
✿ I want to be who I am✿

20 Oct 2011

My mood where are you??

Today I don't feel like to do anything ........
no passion to do ANYTHING today....
what happened to me huh?
Feel like so weak...
But at least the lab session I didn't felt boring...
Finally start our 1st conversation not only hi-bye de =D
Not bad not bad got improvement har~ haha

14 Oct 2011

Home

I'm sick and I miss home so deadly !!!
Arghh!!!!!!!

Study mood ing

Exam exam exam ARE AROUND THE CORNER!!
still a lot need to cover TT
should have more self discipline next time =[
A lot of time was wasted on SLEEPING!
I SLEEP LIKE A PIG  haha
Now the negative effect has came....
I can't sleep at the hour I should sleep
AND I sleep at the hour that shouldn't sleep =(
my world is turning up side down......

Never mind =]
now i use the time to continue my *duty* =D


✿ I always remind myself to consider others feeling but why I still failed
As many times when i need the reminder but it wasn't in my mind =[... 
I should work harder on it now ✿
SORRY for the people that i did hurt before..........

13 Oct 2011

Sunshine ♥

                                            ★ Anyone can be the source of sunshine in life ★

YEAH!! finished my computing essentials exam =]
although there are 3 more exam to go.... but i still felt happy =)
Erm.....today exam is quite ok for me, I still can do it ^^

I overslept just now and i can't sleep at this moment [1am]
Oh my liver!! i apologise to you as i fail to be a good owner =[

Sometimes it is quite difficult for you to say hello to a person you just met and not very close  yet
BUT it was glad that once you step out bravely at the first time,
You will get surprise at everytime you meet with he/she =]


11 Oct 2011

Study = mood damager =[

Tomorrow computing essentials mid term exam is coming ...
I can't settle down myself to focus on book only =[
Too bad ... haih....

Within a day.... All the plan turn up side down...
Knowing that biology midterm is going to be on Oct...
I felt like my playing time is gone =[
Assignment, Exam, Presentation
ALL COME AT THE SAME TIME!!!!

Hey!Assignment, Exam, Presentation
Can you guys please take a number and wait for your turn to come into my life ??
Why all have to come at the same time =[




        ✿ Close my eyes ✿ Enjoy the wind blow to my face ✿ And smile sweetly  =) ✿ Stress went away










It is LATE now!!

It is almost 3am of 11.10.11 ....
and I still not sleep yet because of my algebra tutorial question !
Thanks to you my dear algebra =[

Now only realise that I really do have some change on myself in the second semester ♥
My senior told me that I have cheer a lot nowadays and become an active facebook member =P
haha~ By the way, really thanks to her to comfort me during the time I emo...
THANK YOU ♥

Too tired to write and to think =] haha~
So I GONNA SLEEP NOW!!
good night world =)

✿ Nobody can change your life except YOU yourself ✿
✿ So do believe the superpower lies on you ✿     

                                                         ~ Follow what your heart said ~

9 Oct 2011

✿ please bring me out of reality ✿

✿ Listening music is my favourite thing ✿


When you get the chance to feel alone,
listen to music is the best choice
because music is magic!
It is my best medicine 
when i'm sad when i can't get sleep
when i'm mad and everything. 

Recently, homesick disease invaded me....
so long I din't have the feeling until I can't actually remember how was it..
But ............
really thanks to my parent that they being cruel to me at that time
I know that you are just want me have a bright future
Now you are success! 
and me too!!
I will work harder and smarter 
I won't let you feel disappointed to me
I HOPE I WON'T
anyway I'll try my best ♥
 ✿   Daddy Mummy I ♥ YOU  ✿

Today had a small cut on my palm 
i was shock when see my cut bleeding.
Luckily my dear roommate help me to do the first aid 
actually is quite hurt to me as the cut is deeper than I thought.
But since i determined to be a strong girl
I CANNOT CRY
haha~ never mind..

Every hurt will get recover soon !!
Just need some times =)