你可以放弃， 你可以发脾气， 但是如果你不努力， 没有人可以帮你。--- 下一站 幸福 ♥

E.M.O

Sometimes .....or perhaps many times
I wish that I can be alone....
Or maybe just away from you
This is the only way I can enjoy myself to the max ...
I need freedom and I want it desperately .
You are nobody to control me
Where should I go
what should I do
What should I see
What should I hear
What should I talk
and more and more
is up to me
these are none of your business

Although you have no intent for that mean to steal my freedom
But I felt irritated and annoying each time you said that kind of words.
My life My choice
You just play role in YOUR own life is enough.
Do you have so much free time to control mine also?
But so sorry I have no time to spend on your life..

Once hurt, it won't heal although times spent on it
Although it healed, a big ugly scar will be left forover there
And this is one of the way to remark yourself from being hurt by other people again.

A letter for you

TO:
A : Thank you. I know you are concerning me.....
      but forgive me to tell you that I seriously don't like
      the way you express it....sorry......
B : Sorry to you too...because I have misunderstood you
     but yet you still always on my side....
     From now on, I will appreciate everything
     every moment with you
     and try my best not to misunderstand you again =S

★ A word for myself : 

Life have to go on...

Don't felt can't get over those beautiful things.

Hurt can let you become stronger and more mature.

Don't feel sad towards challenges

Must show a happiest smile to accept it ! 

hwaiting ♥

♥

为什么暗恋那么美好？因为暗恋从来不会失恋，不会有不美好。
因为看你一笑我就高兴好半天，你跟我说一句话，我就记得好多年 ♥

Realise

Some people do not act like what that actually wish to
Because they have trained to be a good pretender.
BUT why not you just be yourself ??
wasn't that easier for you to live on
It is tired to love the things actually you dislike
and act like happy when actually your heart was not that mean

I can understand that sometimes lies is needed.
But please don't show me your unhappy face everytime
I DO NOT LIKE TO SEE THAT..
and please! control the way you see people
don't think that I didn't saw it
I'M NOT A STUPID

Now, I accepted that there do have some people like you
so I am not gonna let you ruin my happy feel !

✿ I am happy✿

✿ I want to be who I am✿

My mood where are you??

Today I don't feel like to do anything ........
no passion to do ANYTHING today....
what happened to me huh?
Feel like so weak...
But at least the lab session I didn't felt boring...
Finally start our 1st conversation not only hi-bye de =D
Not bad not bad got improvement har~ haha

Home

I'm sick and I miss home so deadly !!!
Arghh!!!!!!!

Study mood ing

Exam exam exam ARE AROUND THE CORNER!!
still a lot need to cover TT
should have more self discipline next time =[
A lot of time was wasted on SLEEPING!
I SLEEP LIKE A PIG  haha
Now the negative effect has came....
I can't sleep at the hour I should sleep
AND I sleep at the hour that shouldn't sleep =(
my world is turning up side down......

Never mind =]
now i use the time to continue my *duty* =D

✿ I always remind myself to consider others feeling but why I still failed

As many times when i need the reminder but it wasn't in my mind =[... 

I should work harder on it now ✿

SORRY for the people that i did hurt before..........

Sunshine ♥

                                            ★ Anyone can be the source of sunshine in life ★

YEAH!! finished my computing essentials exam =]
although there are 3 more exam to go.... but i still felt happy =)
Erm.....today exam is quite ok for me, I still can do it ^^

I overslept just now and i can't sleep at this moment [1am]
Oh my liver!! i apologise to you as i fail to be a good owner =[

Sometimes it is quite difficult for you to say hello to a person you just met and not very close  yet
BUT it was glad that once you step out bravely at the first time,
You will get surprise at everytime you meet with he/she =]

Study = mood damager =[

Tomorrow computing essentials mid term exam is coming ...
I can't settle down myself to focus on book only =[
Too bad ... haih....

Within a day.... All the plan turn up side down...
Knowing that biology midterm is going to be on Oct...
I felt like my playing time is gone =[
Assignment, Exam, Presentation
ALL COME AT THE SAME TIME!!!!

Hey!Assignment, Exam, Presentation
Can you guys please take a number and wait for your turn to come into my life ??
Why all have to come at the same time =[

        ✿ Close my eyes ✿ Enjoy the wind blow to my face ✿ And smile sweetly  =) ✿ Stress went away

It is LATE now!!

It is almost 3am of 11.10.11 ....

and I still not sleep yet because of my algebra tutorial question !

Thanks to you my dear algebra =[

Now only realise that I really do have some change on myself in the second semester ♥

My senior told me that I have cheer a lot nowadays and become an active facebook member =P

haha~ By the way, really thanks to her to comfort me during the time I emo...

THANK YOU ♥

Too tired to write and to think =] haha~

So I GONNA SLEEP NOW!!

good night world =)

✿ Nobody can change your life except YOU yourself ✿

✿ So do believe the superpower lies on you ✿     

                                                         ~ Follow what your heart said ~

✿ please bring me out of reality ✿

✿ Listening music is my favourite thing ✿

When you get the chance to feel alone,

listen to music is the best choice

because music is magic!

It is my best medicine 

when i'm sad when i can't get sleep

when i'm mad and everything. 

Recently, homesick disease invaded me....

so long I din't have the feeling until I can't actually remember how was it..

But ............

really thanks to my parent that they being cruel to me at that time

I know that you are just want me have a bright future

Now you are success! 

and me too!!

I will work harder and smarter 

I won't let you feel disappointed to me

I HOPE I WON'T

anyway I'll try my best ♥

 ✿   Daddy Mummy I ♥ YOU  ✿

Today had a small cut on my palm 

i was shock when see my cut bleeding.

Luckily my dear roommate help me to do the first aid 

actually is quite hurt to me as the cut is deeper than I thought.

But since i determined to be a strong girl

I CANNOT CRY

haha~ never mind..

Every hurt will get recover soon !!

Just need some times =) 

I LOVE MY LIFE

~ Movie day ~

Had a happy mood went out with all my friends on Wednesday ~

We all are 'action' girl~ Without any plan , then just straight away go to Mid valley hang out with boy boy~

haha~ it was really a damn fun day =D i LIKE it~

You guys really funny~ felt happy when playing with you guys~

the way we worried about how to avoid shame when playing bowling~

Can't expect that at the end of the time HE be the winner XD

Yeah is you! hahaha~ can't stop laughing as seeing you throw the ball out ><

( not me is the only one who laugh, others also. don't believe you try to ask them la)

By chance, i can meet up with my secondary school friends! it was really GREAT~

but, really sorry.... i can't remember your name =s

Have a nice chat with them~ it was good to know that both of them get scholarship also~

MUST take care ya~

A LAME BUT FUNNY movie i have watched with my friends~ NASI LEMAK 2.0~

keep on walau a walau a =.= i prefer rasa sayang sayang sayang sayang hey =]

I found out that the Indian dance part also funny with the lyrics that matched it to the indian songs~ Finished 1 coke during watching time make me felt chill to the MAX ~

Seriously, i DISLIKE the dinner that we took for dinner =[ not tasty for me =[

BUT i LOVE the SNOWFLAKE A LOT~ yummy yummy ^^

On the way back home, our taxi driver was so socialize~

he spoke little simple chinese to us and keep on saying that Kedah have nothing fun place =.=

My little outing came to the end after spent 9 hours at Mid Valley >~<

and i have bought a bottle of dark pink colour for my little nails ^^ the effect was really nice for me and i like the colour on my nails~ =p

I LOVE OUTING~ NEXT TIME WE MUST GO OUT TOGETHER AGAIN !!!! =D

YOU HAVE THE RIGHT

TO SMILE WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY

AND CRY WHEN YOU FEEL SAD

累but happy

哇！累累累

现在的我真的很累

眼睛很想盖下去了><

可是我的❤不想睡

怎么办？？

哈哈~

这几天开始习惯了这里的college life^^

每天都是赶飞机那样的冲去学校..==

可是今天是特别的~

哈哈哈~

因为我们今天特别早出~

也是第一次成功的在上学时间搭到电梯~

终于不用走19层的楼梯了~~

呼耶~~

爽~~

今天很happy~~

gud nite~

新生活~

my dear frenz & sister~你们好吗？

好想念你们啊~~

不好意思啊..我生日的时候不能回去了 T^T

so sad..XD

没关系啦~大家都有各自的目标要达成~

不要忘记联络就行了^^

上KL的第一个礼拜

认识了很多新朋友

but功课有些追不上

尤其是BIOLOGY

╮(╯▽╰)╭

我也不知道要怎么读..

总之加油啦~

I MISS YOU

恭喜姐妹们毕业啦~~

今天过得蛮充实的~

O(∩_∩)O哈哈~

我回学校找姐妹去咯~~

本来想说

放学才去的

怎知==

他们竟然给我早放学@_@

害我得提早去

人家才刚起来也~~

不过也欧克啦~~

为了我最可爱的姐妹

什么都无所谓~~

姐妹们~~

这是给你们的~~

谢谢你们

这几年的支持鼓励+陪伴

让我的生活特别充实

虽然

我不能和你们一起度过愉快的中学生涯

但是

没关系啦

（我是酱对自己说的==虽然很失望）

至少我们是1体的啊~

没你们我活不下去也~（好像有点夸张了^^）

不过

真感谢老天爷~

让你们走进我的圈圈里~

想大声的对你们说：

'认识你们是我这辈子最幸福的事'

Ashiteru~爱你们啦~muack~~

终于

终于

两年来挨过的苦日子

要验收了

流下的泪

曾经有过的

#后悔#

#心疼#
#怨恨#

一切即将结束

过了三个星期

我将重获自由

所有的不甘

一次过通通发泄出来

羡慕人家

可以合照留纪念

而我

孤独留在另1个角落

姐妹们

还记得我吗

我还记得你们

而且超级想你们的

终于

我不需要再带着面具微笑=）

lef 1 more month~~ya~~

i hav bad mood....
but sometime my mood can put me on the top of the world~~
now,,,,here havin haze...
every1 seem like goin to sick...
me too..sore throat start again>>my fren wan c how handsome he is~~
but....(secret)haha~~
conclusin~~the pic quite..no is very funny~~XD
nvm la~~haha

felt dissappointed on somebody...
totally different from my imagination...
all right..imagination juz a illusion..
now i reliase^^


last week have a quarrel with guy here..
the useless man shout at me..
thinkin tat he is very hansome...
but the truth is NO!!
but wonder y so many innocence girl fall for he....HERG!!

MY frenz....miss u guy a lot.....
especially..eileen + eve...
how r u all?

life is not so simple when all troble gather up...
but is simple when u learn how to get rid off the trouble~~
Juz b +tive ^^